Tryin to Tell u...u're beautiful

14 August 2004

i had a blast LastNite...
ChineseBro introduced me wit some frends of his....

lets give them names...mmmm

ShyGuy n Faking-It-Guy...(i'm good at naming people huh)

Shy Guy is one of ChineseBro's good frend....n i can see why anyone can be his good frend... he's nice...shy n Shy...(very shy...)...as what ChineseBro told me...

but last nite i was myself ..n so was he....
he turn from a shyGuy to a whoa-did-dat-came-out-of-u're-mouth kinda kewl guy
they all made me laugh the whole time...even Faking-It-Guy was fun..
but i guess he was a bit nervous...cause he kept on making statements....that neither me nor ChineseBro found any relevants....

the funny thing is...
i don't know them that well....but i had loads of stuff to talk about...
maybe things in common shouldn't be the main criteria in knowing people...
i mean like ...u can be like two people from two different worlds...n still be connected..

like this better half of me....i name her...InnocentBeauty...
She's among the kewlest thing that came into my life ...the minute we met...we bounded n nothing tore us apart...

even if our music likings r so far apart...
even if i was in a so-called relationship...
even if i'm pale in makeUp n she's got pinkCheeks all year round....
even if she was tiedUp with work....

nothing tore us apart...

She tells me i'm strong when the reality is...i'm weak till i let her know how weak i am...then i get stronger...
She tells me i'm brave when the reality is...i'm chicken shit till i let her know how scared i am...then i can be boldLy brave

She doesn't have the answers i'm looking for...
She doesn't have a magic stick to throw away all my sorrows...
but she does have magic....
her own innocent beauty magic....

n she taught me that
no similarities does not mean...not meant to be....

so this ones for u ...my innocentBeauty
another "can't-live-withOut" buddy
Cheers!

9.15a.m